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Love rymes with hideous car wreck </3 [Tuesday, November 8th, 2005 @ 11:29pm]
[ mood | dramatic ]

A story..because I am bored ^_^:

You met Jane four years ago today
dancing at some vomit-stained frat party.
Her newspaper gown,glowing headline brown,her violent gypsy dance,her tired underpants
Jane let you touch and feel her
she was so free like a pineapple in a tree
You said it's dangerous
to be so intimate
You know it's dangerous, dangerous, dangerous.
Jane said when she laid on her back
the sun hit her body like an ugly landscape.
But some things never get better
like used cars and bad livers.
So you traded her in for a better looking brand.
One with fake porno tits
a pad lock on her lips
disposable tan
biodegradable hands.
you bid her farewell then you got in your car
and that's the last thing that you can recall.
and when they pulled you out
you didn't know your name
exploding semi truck blurred your face with flame...
Those tire tracks
zigzag your torso like a Devil's self portrait.
The car accident, the skin graft treatment, the flower baskets,
the wincing relatives
She met him a week after you left her
when you tossed out her touch to the garbage collector.
He talked her out of her skirt in his beer-soaked apartment
and then they did all the things
you never said that you wanted.
And the sirens are laughing underneath your skull.
And your thoughts are turning dull, callous and cold.
Yesterday you gave your burden a name.
Yesterday you gave your burden a face.
But your burden looks an awful lot like her.
Back at the hospital
you got no visitors at all.
She visits you in your sleep,
but that newspaper gown is always on fire
And love rhymes with pity now
Love rhymes with sympathy now

try and sleep now

[Sunday, November 6th, 2005 @ 5:09pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Nobody wants me around </3 Blow the last candle out.Let the wax harden.. I wish I could stop crying.And I wish that someone still loved me. [Just breathe and focus] But how can I when the air is so cold and empty,that my lungs froze right in my chest? I'll be honest,the silver linings are getting harder and harder to manufacture. And the smiles are so difficult to fake. What do I have to do,or who do I have to kill,to get what I want;what I need? Happiness is an emotion I was born to this world without,nothing pleases me.And I can never be satiated. Through this toil I will breed my own distress and destroy my best hopes, fuck up the only things that I love. I watched my aspirations crashing to the ground,on the backs of the angels that I've slain. But I meant so well,I tried so hard,gave everyting in my soul To what end,to what end? Desolation,desire,exhale,pass away...

try and sleep now

[Sunday, October 23rd, 2005 @ 6:58pm]
[ mood | blah ]

My birthday was...
eh okay.


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[Wednesday, October 12th, 2005 @ 11:24pm]
[ mood | heartbroken ]


The End

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Promise me this... [Tuesday, September 20th, 2005 @ 7:23pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

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Russian Guy [Friday, August 26th, 2005 @ 2:57pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Behind every happy man's door, should be a man with a hammer♥

2 | try and sleep now

[Monday, August 8th, 2005 @ 4:51pm]
[ mood | sucky ]

School sucked.
My teachers suck.
The people in my class suck.
My lunch sucks.
I don't wanna go back.

try and sleep now

[Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005 @ 4:00am]
[ mood | apathetic ]

Yeah I'm really bored.
So I took this survey!Collapse )

1 | try and sleep now

one more week (almost) [Thursday, July 28th, 2005 @ 11:18pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

Summer is going by way too fast.

But I do kinda wish school would hurry up and start...

1 | try and sleep now

yawn [Sunday, July 10th, 2005 @ 11:33pm]
[ mood | blank ]

I'm trying to be less boring ^_^

2 | try and sleep now

[Wednesday, July 6th, 2005 @ 3:30am]
[ mood | restless ]

My cat came back! Yay!
What a boring day...

2 | try and sleep now

meow [Tuesday, July 5th, 2005 @ 1:17am]
[ mood | depressed ]

My kitty just ran away!!!
I hope she comes back...

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4th of July [Monday, July 4th, 2005 @ 7:53pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

My day was filled with random old relatives, yucky hot dogs, scary fireworks, and oversized cookies.

Ohh how fun o_0

try and sleep now

[Friday, July 1st, 2005 @ 9:29pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I miss everyone

3 | try and sleep now

[Saturday, June 25th, 2005 @ 11:44pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Haha I never write in this thing! There's no point anyway, I guess. Only one person has it now.
Maybe I'll actually write. I just hate looking back on what I was thinking in the past. I see it and think, "Wow I'm stupid"! and then delete it. I guess I'll give it a shot...


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Test [Thursday, April 14th, 2005 @ 7:21pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Are you working journal??

1 | try and sleep now

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